In limbo, that's where I am. Uncertain, undecided and at a crossroad. Just waiting ...
Am I missing anything from just standing and not doing anything? Quietly, peacefully just looking at the world ... detached, oblivious and alienated.
It has always been trying to please others because it pleases me, doing things for the others or helping others ... making their lives easier, making them happy ... teaching, preaching, reaching out ... developing them to their full potential ... leading, guiding the way and lending a helping hand ... doing have-to's, must-do's and shoulds ...