Wednesday, October 30, 2002

HELLLLLLOOOOOOO MWAHMWAH! I am back!

It has been awhile. I got totally immersed with organizing my computer, just glued and dead-set on finishing what I have put aside for quite a long, long time. It feels good to finish something you started. I feel so much relieved. It's almost as good as I felt when I ended up my last long-term relationship. Something that has dragged on and on really needs to be ended for a change of pace, direction and a whole new outlook and perspective. I have to tie more loose ends with my computer before I can start migrating to my new Macs. A long way to go but at least, I'm going somewhere now.

Have you ever wished before that that one wish you longed for and thought would never happen happens just when you've totally forgotten about it? Wishes do come true. Although sometimes, they do when you least expect it and more so, not quite like you imagined them to be. It's funny how sometimes God play tricks on you. Sometime in 1988, I remember being in front of my computer and wishing I didn't have to go to work and just stay in front of my computer to learn stuffs I wanted to learn. I even thought at the time that going to work every day was taking away opportunities for me and that if I only had time, I could like do a lot with the computer and probably would have beaten Bill Gates. At that time, they were just trying to coin up the term multi-media; putting everything all together. I remember highlighting computer books like PC Storyboard and stuff and getting my hands on the VGA... Oh gosh, I've forgotten what it was called. I was actually doing wonders with those gadgets before and had so much fun. Then it hits me ... God played his trick. I am now stuck in front of my computers because I refuse to go out on the grounds of safety and security. I really don't have to report for work as I can conduct business through the web, the cel phone and the landlines. I don't really have to be physically at my work since I can monitor them from wherever I am via surveillance cams, the web and the modem. And yet, I still lack the one thing I've always wished for ... TIME. I wished that if I did not have to go to work then I would have more time. I should have wished I had more time ... don't we all wish?

Well God bless ... and all the time in the world shall be for eternity.

Friday, October 04, 2002

Migraines

I have a headache happening and it's just starting to pound. There are different types of headaches: 1)SINUS HEADACHES - it's when your sinuses act up and you feel stuffed. The headache stems from right up front, above your eyebrows but in between your eyes. Well, sometimes, they also hurt like somewhere at the back of your head but towards the sides around the ear. I have these headaches a lot. I have full blown sinus allergies. I've been suffering from all sorts of allergies since I was a kid. So,what are the other types of headaches? 2) Migraines - these ones are particularly irritating. It sometimes just hurt in one area or sometimes, it seems it's actually just coming from one nerve. Well, just because it seems to be just coming from one nerve doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as much, sometimes it is worse. I've had these headaches happen from different sides of my head and no matter what kind of painkiller I take, doesn't go away. What triggers them, hell ... I have no idea and if I go on and dwell about - I might just get them. So ... 3) the HEADache I have right now seems to be another kind ... it's the one that comes with some kind of bug. It's like when you're about to get sick . My girlfriend's been sick for the past couple of days so I suppose, I finally caught it. I'm coming down with whatever she's got.

I'm just blogging because I feel I have to ... really since I haven't been in here for awhile. So there you go.

I have a headache ... now. I need to get some rest.