From time to time, I need to look back and remind myself of where the road is supposed to be leading to.
RED ROSES FOR THE UNSPOKEN DREAM.
And because it is an unspoken dream, I sometimes wonder what it is. I should actually stop wondering and just leave everything up to HIM.
Monday, January 26, 2004
Friday, January 23, 2004
Full Circle
It's a bit late. I've been wanting to blog since yesterday and greet everyone who reads my blog ... HAPPY NEW YEAR! Again ... My blog has become a new year blog, eh. Well ...
I have a life now, that's what it is.
I haven't been just whiling away time in front of and glued on to the 'puter. And boy is my life turning around! It's goin' to be a tough one to ride BUT HEY! ... I'M HAPPY! So, there's really no cause for worry.
My life is coming to a full circle.
Going back to some of the old ways that seemed so distant for awhile. I'm enjoying it though, doing the old things I used to do. I'm keeping track of my expenses and trying to budget making ends meet. I so enjoy balancing my available cash on hand up to the last cent/centavo. It's fun! I am so very pleased seeing my networth everyday now that I'm no longer just using a columnar pad but so enthralled with Microsoft Money and Quicken. It also gives me pleasure seeing how much I have actually saved all through out the years. It brings back good memories of me baring my hunger just so I would not spend a dime out of my allowance. Memories of me running around all over the city without cash in my wallet and my, I'm doing that now ... AGAIN! Barely enough to get around with the high cost of living amidst the economic crisis or should I say depression? Gee, with everybody I see with grim in their faces, why does it seem that my partner and I are the only ones so content and at peace with world around us?
We're also back attending masses every Sunday.
:)
THANK YOU!
I have a life now, that's what it is.
I haven't been just whiling away time in front of and glued on to the 'puter. And boy is my life turning around! It's goin' to be a tough one to ride BUT HEY! ... I'M HAPPY! So, there's really no cause for worry.
My life is coming to a full circle.
Going back to some of the old ways that seemed so distant for awhile. I'm enjoying it though, doing the old things I used to do. I'm keeping track of my expenses and trying to budget making ends meet. I so enjoy balancing my available cash on hand up to the last cent/centavo. It's fun! I am so very pleased seeing my networth everyday now that I'm no longer just using a columnar pad but so enthralled with Microsoft Money and Quicken. It also gives me pleasure seeing how much I have actually saved all through out the years. It brings back good memories of me baring my hunger just so I would not spend a dime out of my allowance. Memories of me running around all over the city without cash in my wallet and my, I'm doing that now ... AGAIN! Barely enough to get around with the high cost of living amidst the economic crisis or should I say depression? Gee, with everybody I see with grim in their faces, why does it seem that my partner and I are the only ones so content and at peace with world around us?
We're also back attending masses every Sunday.
:)
THANK YOU!
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!
What's in store for all of us? What goals, aspirations and objectives should we all strive to achieve, accomplish and embark on? It's a wide open space out there ... looking out. I'm standing ... looking around ... wondering ...
I see others doing the same ... waiting ... waiting for signs, any sign or anything like something miraculous would just come out of thin air, down from the heavens ... like a bright light from the clear sky ... The vast ocean is calm, it's serenity is refreshing. Citylife is actually without the usual buzz. It's quite peaceful. Finally, people spent the Christmas holidays the way we should have always had or at least we are all learning. Those close to our hearts close ... unwrapped, just us without all the glitter and funfare, the joy of giving and not the amount of gifts ...
It's pretty quiet ... peaceful ... solemn.
A lot of people may be sad ... some even depressed ... There's actually less stress this season. See, there's nothing wrong being without money. Everything is going to be alright.
Right Bro?
:)
God bless us all and thank you for all the blessings!
What's in store for all of us? What goals, aspirations and objectives should we all strive to achieve, accomplish and embark on? It's a wide open space out there ... looking out. I'm standing ... looking around ... wondering ...
I see others doing the same ... waiting ... waiting for signs, any sign or anything like something miraculous would just come out of thin air, down from the heavens ... like a bright light from the clear sky ... The vast ocean is calm, it's serenity is refreshing. Citylife is actually without the usual buzz. It's quite peaceful. Finally, people spent the Christmas holidays the way we should have always had or at least we are all learning. Those close to our hearts close ... unwrapped, just us without all the glitter and funfare, the joy of giving and not the amount of gifts ...
It's pretty quiet ... peaceful ... solemn.
A lot of people may be sad ... some even depressed ... There's actually less stress this season. See, there's nothing wrong being without money. Everything is going to be alright.
Right Bro?
:)
God bless us all and thank you for all the blessings!